keje oh keje~~

aku g intebiu kt kelana jaya as what ive told some of friendss laa..and i got the job..actually,i was not into that kind of position sgt..tp di sbbkn sy sgt terkejut intebiu ari 2,ari 2 gak dpt tahu kite di terima..so im quite shock!!aku pn g ckp aku trime..the boss said aku keje wat documentation technical work tp i dunno ape nama position aku 2 n tak g site...then, i told my family sume n some of my friends laa..bab mnecrik umh lak..mmg ssh gile siot sbb i got no transport..kalu ade umh pn takde la btol2 dkt ngn glomac business centre 2..haih...tiap2 ari aku crik umh sewa kt tenet n kol sume..aku pn da try call akak yg keje kt situ n die pn tak sure lg ade ke x n br nk tgk2an..my mum pn ade gak try crik tp sume hampeh..seyes aku da tension sgt..n some of my fwenzz ade yg tak phm my situation rite now cm ne..agak bengang la kn..they thought aku takde ikthiar..huhuuh..maktok n mama aku je yg tahu mcmana aku tanggung tiap2 ari..maktok aku laa plg memahami skalie..ade satu hari 2 aku nangis2 kt maktok aku sbb aku da tak tau cm ne nk wat da..dpt keje tp ade prob mcm nie..haih..maktok aku bg aku kata2 semngt utk aku..kakak aku pn bg kata2 smngt gak aku..my sis said kalu da takde umh n transport takde nk wat mcmana..takde rezeki kn..crik je yg laen..still byk ms..my mum pn kate "it's not the end of the world" kalu aku terpakse lpskn peluang nie..mayb they rite..

aku skrg keep on applying all kinds of job..memandangkn basic subject power system aku still strong sbb aku sbnrnye nk major power communication system..so aku apply gak company2 power mcm penang port,shell,malakoff,petronas 2 n other company la gak..skrg nie tak ley nk memilh keje..if aku d takdirkn keje kt png aku trime..mayb ade hikmah..skrg aku ngh consentrate utk lesen L aku..hopefully aku lulus..n prob transport akan setel..amin~~

about the huawei lak..pas bc aggrement 2,dorg tulis dorg takkn amek aku keje ngn dorg pas training sethn 2..so maksudnye aku kne nganggur blk pas training 2..haih..taknk aku..ngn skrg nie pn aku ssh nk dpt keje tmbh nxt yr nnt..haih..mayb some other ppl think im stupid lpskn huawei tp biar la dorg nk kate ape pn..yg pntng aku tahu ape yg aku wat..it's my choice n it's my destiny n im the one yg tentukan destiny aku kt mana rite??azree,rifhan n fit3 pn byk gak bg nasihat kt aku..thnks friends..n tnks to cika gak..even die slalue bebel2 kt aku tp aku tak kisah pn..sbb aku tahu die amek berat psl kwn2 die..tq cika bebel kt aku..hahahaha...wlpn kdg2 rs skt telinge n ati tp aku tak simpan sbb aku pn LASER gak..wakakakaka..ok laa daa...

intebiu oh intebiu

td ptg aku dpt kol dr south pacific..company kwn boss cika..terkejut gak aku..sbb aku ingtkn company 2 taknk amek aku sbb aku tkde exp g site..tetibe dorg kol aku..smbng2 ngn org 2..agak peramah la gak..so takde la cuak sgt nk sembang..die tny aku..nk gaji bp??aku ngn confident kte nk 2ribu..then die kate 2ribu ssh skit nk bg sbb aku takde experience keje...aku pn gelak n die pn gelak skalie..huhuhu..pas 2 die tny kalu die bg test engineer blh x??aku kate la aku blh try keje 2..pas 2 die gelak2 kt aku..cess..tak intebiu lg da kne gelak..cika aku da jd cm ko..huhuhu...

then die tny skrg wat pe..aku kate arr tak wat pape pn ngh tunggu keje la gak tp da dpt offer dr huawei training..hurmm..pas 2 die kate die nk bg resume aku bg boss die tgk dlu,,n if boss die interested dorg akn pgl interbiu..tak smpi 1 jam,dia kol blk lg skalie tny aku free bile utk intebiu..aku ckp laa depend kt die la free bile..then die set kt tym n date ari jumaat nie kul 11pg..aku excited gile n tros gtau maktok aku,mama n abah aku..abah tros g tiket bus utk g kl esok kul 10pg..at 1st nk mintk tlg mady tp mady blk kmpng ari jumaat smpi selasa..so tak dpt ka mady tlg..mintk tlg fit3 jee..tido umh die sekejap utk sehari

ok ari jumaat interbiu..mintk2 dpt sbb dorg ckp dorg mmg nk pki sorg engineer..mintk2 la dpt..amin~~tp kalu aku dpt,aku kne pk umh utk aku nk duduk n transport..kne blajar kete ngn bersungguh2..yess..wish me luch my fwenzz~~~muah2..x0x0~~

called for training~~

i've juz got a called from huawei..yg sy g interbiu ari 2 ..haa..die kol aku kate aku di accept utk training for 12months yg di anjur kn oleh DREAM CATCHER,MOSTI N TPM 2..ok..aku mmg agak tergamam bile org 2 kol..aku terdiam wat beberapa minit..n aku ade tny soklan bodo kt org tue.."is it the training that i went for the interview last month?"..org 2 pn kate "yess"..smbl tergelak gak ngn aku skalie..hahaha..n end of this week offer letter aku akan smpi kt umh..

i told my mama n abah..dorg hepi for me..including my sis yg keje kt uni asia 2..siap nk crikkn umh sewa lg kt aku..sgt2 terharu..but the problem is..should i take this opportunity or tunggu another months for a REAL JOB??aku da tny kwn2 aku yg len..bello,abg sharul,syakir,fitri,cika..dorg suh aku accept that offer..tp azree lak suh aku tunggu tp dia tak pakse aku tunggu pn sbb he said that mayb i can get a better job since my pointer blh laa di kate kn bgs..tp,bile aku pk blk..pmpn ssh kot nk dpt keje as an engineer..i've been gone thru all of it n i noe..sume keje aku apply mesti satu pn x kol aku..fit3 je yg dpt kol..bile d tny blk kt company 2,they said that they prefer guys than ladies...sbb 2 laa aku pk gak if i not take this offer mayb aku akan suffer d kemudian hari..

i need to discuss with my sis n famly tonite..ermm...i hope i can make a decision tonite..

p/s:about 1 and a half of me said that i need to take this offer..mayb ill take it..pray for me fwenzz.. n plz give me any opinion about dis..cos i sgt2 buntu..

alhamdulillah~~

syukur alhamdulillah..at last impian aku nk dean list tercapai gak...amin~~dean list sekali pn jd laa...fyp aku br dpt smlm..n alhamdulillah aku dpt A..yeyyy!!!tq dr azree...syg dr azree sgt..mayb berkat aku struggle wat thesis,g klas circuit pg2 tym bdk2 umh aku terbongkang lg..n ini lah hasil nye..amin..syukur ke hadrat illahi..my parents,makcik,kakak, n maktok sgt sonok including me..yeyy~~

congratz jgk 2 cika dpt ptr yg mmg ko nk selama nie kn n for ur fyp gak..tak sia2 suhaimi buli ko slalue kn??ade hikmah 2 cika kite bersengkang mata wat thesis..menjerit2 dua2 org dlm bilik 2...n ini la hasil nye..congratz 2 dja gak sbb convo nnt dpt robe..congrat 2 all my fwenzz..im so hepi sgt2..tp bile pk keje,hopefully aku dpt keje cpt..sbb aku da bowink da duk umh,duk melangut,menghabeskn duit mak bpk aku je..haih...aku nk struggle utk keje..yess..pray 4 me fwenzz...muah2..xoxo~~

My fwenzz, their Routine and Song~~

spjg aku blaja kt uniten n duk reramei ngn kwn2 aku kt kenaria neh..byk bende yg aku dpt tau..hohohoh...

1. cika aka my rumate
-asal bgn je/smpi umh je on laptop dlu
-cpt giler mandi..satu2nye kwn aku yg cpt mandi
-pki hearphone kalu nk dgr lagu..sbb tknk dgr aku melalak la tuh.huh..
-suke lagu miley cyrus yg CLIMB 2..mmg best lagu 2...slalue je dgr cik cika nie melalak..die tak tau mcmana kuat die nyanyi..tp aku biarkn je..huhuhu...
-driver kitrg sume...without her kitrg tk ley g memana..so mntk tlg fit3..itu pn kalu fit3 tak blk semenyih..huhuhu
-suke tgk csi miami,gossip gurl
-slalue kne ngorat ngn bdk2..(akak cun..pewiit..ble crik2,rupe2nye bdk skolah..)
-sgt ssh dpt tmpt LI.aku pn skrg ssh nk crik keje..
-bersungguh2 nk siapkn FYP..tp slalue kne buli ngn supervisor sndri..hahahaha

2. nieta aka pengajar/penasihat
-suke ngigau
-kalu da tido lmbt,esok 2 ssh nk bgn..haih..
-pndi ajar org..wlpn kite tny beribu2 kali,die sgt penyabar n ajar kite smpi phm..luv u la nita..
-ske tgk kasut tumit tinggi..makcik nie da addict cite drama astro..haih..
-suke tgk dexter,gosip gurl
-suke lagu david archelatte...
-suke aweera gak..
-pndi msk..ms bln pose ari 2 nita wat steam boat..sedap..kitrg tlg2 potong2 je..hahaha...tp blh la pulak g rs steam boat 2 cm ne..bln pose makcik...
-kwn aku yg plg tua antara kitrg sume sbb besday die bln 3..hohohoho
-every sem celebrate besday nita...besday ktrg mesti xsmpt..haih..its ok~~

3. abed aka abedot
-suke dgr lagu "headbanging"
-seorg driver gak utk kitrg
-tk suke KRU sbb dlu aku nk dunlod lagu kru dlm pc abed,abed mrh aku..huhuhu
-suke lepak2 ngn pejal n yati
-suke kol kitrg pg2 bute sbb nk suh bukk kn pintu..hohoho..sowi..terkunci pintu..huhuuh
-abed sorg yg pndi
-very hardworking..die akn blajar rajin2 b4 g enjoy..
-blh study sowng2..
-wlpn tak pndi ajar org,tp die slalue nk wat bg kite phm gak..

4. dja aka lecturer kitrg
-sorg yg sgt genius
-suke lagu mad-neyo..sbb slalue psng lagu 2..tym aku nk smbhyg pn dok dgr gak..haih..
-kalu da suke satu2 lagu 2,dia akan ulang smpi jemu..(pity mady)
-kalu nk gayut ngn bf slalue kunci pintu bilik..n akibatnye,mady tak dpt masuk..duduk la kt luar smbng2 ngn kei smbl tgk tv..(pity mady..AGAIN..hohoho)
-sense of direction yg tak bp bgs...
-suke buang2 bj..isk..pembaziran..derma la kt kitrg..
-suke study last minit..tp still score
-pndi ngaja org even study last minit..gud2..jd la lecturer yg berkaliber..
-dean list student every sem..ebat...
-ade kete myvi br..nama die MAX=WESAK.wakakakak..sowi2~~
-sorg yg blh d kata kn mls gak..kdg2..tp bile da nk dkt deadline br kelam kabut..mcm fyp die 2..sib bek tk psng khemah tido kt lab kn??hahaha

5. mady aka kongsi mslh n kegembiraan
-second bongsu antara sume sbb besday die bln 12
-slalue migrain..slaluenye tiap2 ari selasa..
-kalu migrain kene tido smpi 1 mlm n tk mkn..tk blh on lampu pn..table lamp aku jd mangsa..wee~~
-suke giler formula one
-suke lagu jepon n lagu2 yg tak pnh aku dgr..lagu backstreetboys n britney je la yg aku tahu
-suke lagu indie gak
-sngp blk ampang semata2 nk tgk f1
-ade kete myvi gak..WSM (WASSUP MADY/WASALAM)hehehehe..
-kalu aku tension wat keje,lepak kejap bilik mady n dja..4 sure takkn kuar..melekat kt situ je..byk cite n gossip la katekn.wakakaka..
-taksuke nyusahkn kwn2 die..biar die yg ssh..
-suke subject control

6. kei aka muslimah(yg gnz)
-plg bongsu antr kitrg sume sbb die mude kitrg sethn..adik la nie..tp still ckp ko aku..br gnz..hahaha
-pndi bersilat wlpn lmh lembut
-bersopan santun wlpn gns
-abg wan pujaan hatinye..wee~~
-tak suke nyusahkn kwn2
-slalue kejot kitrg bgn subuh..thnks kei..pnh sekali 2 aku n cika tak sedar..kei tros menjerit dlm bilik kitrg suh bgn..kelam kabut sekejap..huhuhu
-sorg yg sgt berjimat cermat

job hunting~~

last saturday,me n my lil bro g dgr cramah nk amek lesen..huhuhu..ok la..skrg ngh struggle utk lulus..hopefully lulus..amin~~ smbl2 2 job hunting gak...skrg nie tkade pape pn interbiu..sedey2..ape nk jd ngn aku neh??ptr 3 pn cm xde meaning..dgr cite dorg lbh utamakn lelaki..diskriminasi tol...nape nk beza2kn laki ngn pmpn??dorg tak tau ke laki takkn dpt wat keje kalu takde pmpn..da bp ramei org pmpn yg da berjaya??tp still pndng rendah kt pmpn..^%$#$#$%$^&^...arrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

dlm ati nie..tuhan je yg tahu..betape ssh hatinye aku tak keje2..duduk melangut nyusahkn mak bpk...huhuhu...may org nmpk aku hepi..tp dlm hati aku..mcm2 aku pk..ms dpn aku yg tak tau ape yg akan jd nnt..tiap2 ari aku wat smbhyg hjt supaye aku dpt keje n ringankn beban mak bpk aku...aku da apply kt byk company termsk company cika LI...tp still takde pape..mayb aku tak sesuai utk dorg sume..wlpn ptr tinggi tp experiience takde..tak gne gak...am i the big "L"??aku btol2 hrp sgt2 aku dpt keje dlm ms terdekat neh..huhuhu~~

me @ png~~

yess..sy d png..bercuti bersama my lil bro d umh...wakakaka..smbl2 2 job hunting..as usual laa..btw,epi besday kaled...daa~~

spesel sem:FINALE~~

alhamdulillah..at last..aku da abes pn blaja kt uniten neh..yg amek masa selama 5thn..byk pengalaman manis,suka,suka,duka,pahit,masam yg aku alami bersme kwn2 aku spjg aku study kt sini..idop jauh dr fmly mmg 1 cabaran bsr bg aku..tp aku mampu berdiri smpi la skrg..alhamdulillah..kwn2 aku sume tak abes LI lg..tp emah da dpt keje..congratzz mamah..ee n midi ngh tunggu training kt minco...nad dgr cite nk g training kt ukm n bello jd RA kt UNITEN..all da best my sweet fwenzz...kalu d takdirkn kite keje sini..insyaallah kite akn jmpe lg..u all really mean alot to me dearest friends...LUV U GURLS SOO DAMM MUCH...MUUAAH!!X0X0..

to my bb bucuk fit3..i really luv u sgt2..sedey sgt2 sbb nk kne berpisah..sbb kite tk pnh berpisah lama2 kn bb??im gonna miss u soo much...no words can describe how much i luv u...wlpn sy slalue mrh2 awk..tp dlm hati sy ade awk je...sy syg awk sgt2..awk suke kutil2 bibir awk yg kering 2..sy mrh sgt..sbb sy tknk awk cedera ke ape ke...i really care 4 u~~congratzz gak sbb dpt byk intebiu..ekceli,im really proud of u even though sometimes im quite envy with u...tp normal la kn..envy2 dlm kerjaya n pelajaran kn??hhehhe...pape pn gud luck on ur intebiu tomorrow bucuk..mmuuaaah2!!!LUV U ALWZ..

spesel sem:episode 17- final exam

minggu exam..study week..

me..blk awl dr png sbb final exam..yess..my final exam n final paper in UNITEN...yess..hope dpt jwb econ neh..sbb ssh sgt..4 me laa..tk tau lak utk org len..soklan die yg sgt berbunge2 n memeningkn pale utk ditafsirkn/convertkn to cash flow..haih...tensi2..tiap2 mlm aku wat smbhyg hjt supaye aku dpt jwb soklan 2 dgn btol..mntk2 doa aku d makbulkn..amin~~

sepjg aku study econ..seyes..im so exhausted...y??sbb i need to use my otak to translate the question's meaning..mayb sbb aku nie agak slow kot..i guess~~spesel sem kali nie aku agak down sbb test 2 aku mmg trok gile..fit3??mesti la hebat marks die..n me??sgt jeles..y??sbb die score tinggi n mrh gak kt dri sndri sbb terlalu lmbb sgt..huhuh..mayb sbb 2 aku da takde intebiu daa..huhuh..haa....fit3 da dpt byk intebiu.. n me??NOTHING FULLSTOP!!!aku pn tak tau nape..dgr cite engineer pmpn ssh nk dpt keje sbb company more prefer man..hey,what the big H??dorg ingt pmpn nie ape??kalu cm 2..lbh bek ms nk amek course engineering dlu letak je qualification "MEN"...kn sng..haih..tension2..diskriminasi tol..i hate that..org pmpn pny keje lg bgs kot drpd si lelaki..sape ckp org pmpn skrg tk ley keje berat??we are all the same ok..nie bkn nie zmn tnh melayu ok..org pmpn juz kne dok umh msk2 kt husband je..skrg nie,bp ramei wanita berkerjaya da berjy compared to lelaki???haaa??bak kate pepatah nabil.."LU PIKIR LA SNDRI"..alamak..ter emo lak..tp..mmg la sy ngh emo..tensi2..mintk2 aku dpt keje awl..dpt tlg my parents ringan kn beban dorg..i really2 want 2 help them..sbb 2 la aku nk keje..huhuhhu

arinie...8hb...

alhamdulillah aku da slamat wat exam..amin~~tp as usual la kn tk sume soklan aku lancar wat..ade gak yg tersekat2..normal la 2 kn??student..hahhaha..tp,aku aim B- laa..sbb carry mark aku pn tk bp memberangsangkn..so,B- ke ats la..insyaallah..amin~~

skrg nie br pas kms brg..td pas exam kuar jln2 n tgk wyg ngn fit3..me will miss him so much..mintk2 la dpt keje sini awl n blh dkt2 ngn die n crik duit utk fmly aku..insyaallah...luv u so much bb..im gonna miss u soo much..huhuhuwaaaa~~sedey2...nk tgk desperate hsewife jap..skrg nie ngh addict ngn desperate hsewife..yela pb da abes..ghost whisperer lak tak dpt lg dr mady...huhuh..

spesel sem:episode 16- blk png~~

29may...

aku blk png..at 1st,plan blk sndri nek bus..tiket pn da bli..tetibe..last minit,mak aku kol aku ckp nk dtg kl sbb pakcik aku yg keje kt tabung aji 2 skt msk ospital..so,aku pn blk ngn fmly aku tros..da alang2 dorg dtg sini..

tp b4 dat,aku ade test 2 econ 28hb mlm..setel kn test 2..then my parents dtg amek kt ilmu..fmly aku dtg skali ngn my maknie,acik nan n kak ros..ramei gak..huhuhu...test 2??cm hampeh..n result pn trok..haih..wisau i final nnt..huhuhu~~kitrg blk png ari jumaat..sebb waiting 4 my sis blk keje sbb die pn nk ikot blk gak~~

blk la ramei2 dlm kul 8lbh mlm cm 2...then berenti kt tol tapah..my sis blanje kfc..waaaa..org da keje la katekn..da ade kad credit sndri..wuu~~sukenye..blh mntk mcm2..wakakaka~~abah aku ckp aku g cramah lesen kete ari sabtu..which is keesokkn arinye..hahahha..suke2..tp...aku terbgn lmbt lak esok tue..huuwaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~cesss (sowi melia,yg sbnrnye kite tak g lg cramah 2..huhuhu)...then,aku da sedey2..tros ngadu kt fit3,mady n cika..kne bebel ngn dorg..ok..mmg slh aku..tp aku da kunci jam kot...huhuwaaaaaa..mayb letih sgt kot sbb smpi umh kul 4 lbh am..letih?ye la..even i x drive..i letih tau..letih bergelak dlm kete..itu arr org tua2 ade ckp..jgn sonok sgt..nnt nangis esok 2..kang btol..haih~~

takpe2..pas final g cramah..blajar bersungguh2..yesss~~aku blk uniten blk 1hb..coz final exam 8hb..huhuh..econ.tktnye sy..c programming sng lg kot..wakakkka~~

k la..nntkn entry strosnye.daa~~