pressure moment~~

28hb aku ade intebiu kt kampeni alin..R & A TELECOMMUNICATION..agak excited la gak nk g sne..n tpt kul 9.17 cm 2 aku kol alin..sbb alin psn if smpi dpn opis die tepon die..alin da tunggu siap kt dpn opis..lgpn die ngh get ready nk g site..tp ade problem skit so terpakse delay skjap..smbng2 jap ngn alin..alin cite tym ie intebiu dlu ngn project manager pompn..mcm2 technical question die tny..alin ckp die ckp je ape pn wlpn die tahu byk yg tak btol..alin ckp intebiu die dlm 15-20 minint cm 2..ok aku pn rs aku dlm 20minit gak..

pas isi borg sume..tunggu la dorg utk intebiu aku..drg la sorg Chinese guy nie,berbj putih senyum je..die bwk aku d bilik intebiu..pas 2 die bwk msk 3 kusi..ok 3 interviewer..aku da agak gabra..tp aku rileks je..msk la lg 2 org interviewer..tiga2 chinese guys..mule2 soalan wajib la.."tell me about urself"..aku pn cite laa sume..

pas 2 dorg cek2 resume aku..one of them tue tny aku..ms aku skolah aku active persatuan ape..aku ckp la PKBM (PERSATUAN KADET BERSATU MALAYSIA)..jd disiplin bureau..pas 2 die tny "do u noe how to use compass?"..mmg aku pnh blajar pn gne kompas..tp takde la ingt sgt kn..tros die bwk kompas kt aku n tunjuk kt die north arah mana..ok da cuak skit..tp aku confident la tunjuk arah kt ner wlpn aku tau slh..ok 1 KESALAHAN daa..

then,die tny aku juniper 2 ape??nape die tak tau..dlm ati aku ape ke bodo sgt juniper pn tak tau..aku pn explain laa..juniper is juz d same like cisco..it is still a router but different product with different design..not all company used this juniper yet..only ibil used it..dorg pn cm ragu2 je ngn aku..siot je..aku da konfiden kot...

pas 2 soalan technical...die tny aku telecommunication 2 ape..aku cite laa sume psl telecomm n technologies yg ade kn...terkuar perkataan wireless..die tny aku wireless 2 ape..aku ckp la..it is one of the telecomm branch and its broadband speed is up to 2mbps..it also a digital technologies..ok kesalahan no 2..then dorg tny ape cth wireless..aku cite laa 3g,cordless headphone...pas 2 die potong ckp aku die nk lg specific on telecomm..ok..keslhn no 3..aku ckp laa wifi,wimax,bla..bla..keslhn no 4..dorg senyum je siap tny lg..r u sure??aku kate la yess..kesalahan no 5..then,dorg tny la...1g 2 ape??aku cite laa psl imts,mts,analog signal sume 2,handoff sume laa wlpn aku tahu cm slh je..keslhn no6...dpd duk diam lbh bek aku ckp sumthing..kn??

then dorg tny..ape beza 2g n 3g..2g is digital technologies..because digital technologies have higher usage,better quality,they used multiple techniques n more faster than analog..3g still digital but it is transformation frm cct switch network to pckt switched network..its speed up to 2mbps..tak smpt nk ckp bg abes..dorg pintas aku..dorg suh aku lukis ape beza analog signal n digital.aku pn lukis laa ape yg aku tahu..

then,one of them tny,modulation 2 ape?ok..comsys..aku da tk ingt comsys..aku ckp laa pcm..then,kne potong lg..die kata aku ckp 2 slh..keslhn no 7..tp sorg 2 suh aku continue lg..aku ckp pcm,tdm n fdm..mmg slh pn bile pk blk..keslhn no 8...then,one of them ckp aku bg example yg ssh nk explain..pas 2 die tny cdma n tdma ape?aku cite laa..tdm has 30khz..but i cant remember whether the 30khz is rx/tx..and from that 30khz they divided into 6 subchannel n each user will get 2pairs of channel..pas 2 dorg ckp ape yg aku explain 2 utk cdma..keslhn no 9..tp bile pk blk aku still tahu gak..wlpn slh kn??pas 2 dorg tny..QPSK 2 ape??ok aku tak ingt..aku ckp aku tahu..but then aku tak ingt..so dorg conclude aku x tau..keslhn no 10..

pas 2 dorg tny IP tue ape?aku ckp la IP is internet protocol and it is in dotted number.it has 32bits..dorg cm satisfied laa ngn jwpn aku..then dorg tny DNS 2 ape??at 1st aku tak bp ingt..aku agak keliru dsn ngn dhcp..bile pk2 blk aku ckp..dns is used to translate the ip address..for example we no need to type in the yahoo's ip address if we want to access to the yahoo website..we juz used the www.yahoo.com to access it..and www.yahoo.com is the DNS for yahoo website..dorg satisfied..alhamdulillah..

dorg tgk gak thesis aku..dorg suh exlain psl thesis aku..aku pn explain laa.pas 2 die tny nape tak gne software video len selain cam studio..aku ckp la..my supervisor suggest me to used this software..dorg potong aku lg..is it because its a free software??siot je ingt aku sengkek sgt ke??aku bantah abes2an..aku ckp my supervisor juz want 2 capture the handwriting not capturing the lecturer's lecture..becoz there r no other universities is using this kind of method yet..pas 2 dorg tny ape lg video software yg aku tahu??aku ckp la real player,media player,movie maker n youtube(terlps ak youtube)..keslhn no11..dorg tny blk..u tube video ke??aku ngaku laa.aku tersilap ckp..haih laaa..rs nk nangis je dlm 2..

then dorg cek lg resume aku...die tny nape aku letak advanced utk skill ms office n internet??aku ckp laa..ive already used these softwares during my primary school..pas 2 dorg tny..if like that,do u noe how to use macro?aku ckp..sounds familiar with me but i dono how to use it..keslhn no12...dorg ckp aku tak sepatutnye tulis advanced kalu aku tak tau gne 2 sume...$#%^%&^&*( tol memandang rendah kt aku..ingt aku bodo sgt ke??dlm ati aku berkata2..then,die tny aku nape aku letak advanced utk internet??kalu takat surfing tenet je..itu xde meaning utk die..die tny aku tahu ke ape2 programming?html,java..bla2...then die tny aku ape starting ayat utk html..aku ckp..i cant remember..keslhn no 13..

pas 2 die tny aku kalu d trime keje aku start bile?aku kate laa immediately..die tny arinie ley stat..aku ckp la kalu blh nxt month 5hb..then die ckp nnt die kol aku kalu dpt..pas 2 die tny..aku aa lesen ke..aku ckp laa ade..die tny aku dtg sini drive ke..aku kate tak..aku ckp kwn anta..pas 2 dorg tny ade transport tk.aku ckp takde..dorg da pndng pelik je...haih..memndng rndh lak..cucuk mata 2 br tau..dlm ati aku ckp laa..die tny aku tkt tinggi tak..aku kate tak tkt..pas 2 die ckp kalu keje mlm blh x..aku ckp laa blh..da nama pn engineer mmg keje tk tentu ms..apalah..

pas 2dorg mcm da takde soalan nk tny...one if them ckp "bubye" secara bisik..halau nmpk..siot je..ingt aku pekak sgt ke???then,dorg tny aku,aku ade pape soalan ke??aku ckp laa aku takde soalan tp juz nk yakinkn dorg kalu aku dpt keje nie..aku akn wat bersungguh2..then,dorg potong ckp aku lg..siot je..die ckp dorg tknk kata2 mcm 2..dorg nk tunjuk btol2 kt dorg..dorg ckp kalu kite wat keje ok..dorg akn be nice ngn kite,if not kite akn kne mrh..paper work kite pn dorg akn baling kt muke kite gak..haih..horror gile..mcm kurang aja pn ade gak..aku agak terpk dua,tiga kali gak bile dorg ckp cm 2..da abes sume 2..aku shack hand ngn dorg tros blah dr c 2..horror+pressure..xpnh aku intebiu sejam dlm bilik dlm keadaan pressure..dorg pn ckp environmnt keje sini pn pressure gak..ok..i need 2 think twice to accept it if i get..aku cite kt mak aku then mak aku tny nk g tak kalu dpt??aku kate tak tau lg..haih...

ya Allah..engkau berila aku petunjuk Mu ya Allah..bantula hambaMu ini..amin~~

r & a telecommunication

i juz got called from alin's company..waa...tros update blog..excited la 2...of course im excited maaa..ok back 2 da story..alin's company called me..a chinese guy...he asked me when do i available for the interbiu since im in png rite now..so i told him a week after ry,which is on the 28th september..he asked me a lot actually about myself..he also asked me did i sent my cv thru hr??then i said i passed it thru my friend amalina yusop..then he said.."ooo yeah..she is working here rite?"ok..sounds that alin is really helping me..thank you alin..if i get the job i owe u one tau..so,he said he will called me again to set up the tym..if he forgot to call me,i'll call him laa...suke2...nk keje..nk keje..alhamdulillah my prayer already came true...amin...

interbiu dan keje

smlm alin called aku..die ckp die ade tny kt supervisor die nape aku tk dpt intebiu kt kampeni die keje..then,supervisor die ckp bkn die yg pilih,department len yg pilih..so,alin pn mengpromote aku kt supervisor die utk,so that aku dpt intebiu sne n keje sne..tq la alin for ur help..i really appreciate it...then supervisor die suh alin bg resume aku tros kt supervisor die sndri...ok,im quite excited..sbb aku mmg sgt2 nk keje..da tak tau nk apply mana da nie..huhuh..i really hope that i get the job at alin's company..

ari jumaat lak,around 5.45pm cm 2,i gotta a called from western digital png..dorg pgl aku 4 interbiu for graduate leadership training on next wednesday,16hb,which is lg 4ari nk ry..aku akan pegi gak...sbb kite tak tau lg rezeki kite kt ne..apa2 je intebiu aku pegi..except intebiu kt mesiniaga 2 laa..aku tak pegi sbb aku frust giler sgt2..huhu..anyway,wish me luck k fwenzz..muah2..

heppy..

yeyy..rs heppy sgt2 sbb my application fibrecomm da in process..yipee..kt hr pn aku ade send emel gak..hhihi..mntk2 dpt kol..suke2..

p/s:tk sure gmbr neh clear ke tk..hehhe

quizzing..facebooking..'yahoo'ing..blogging

lg 9hari nk ry..im so excited..even though i need to replace 7days of my pose nnt..hehhe..nvr mind..im used to it..after i went back from kl last tuesday,my job hunting tak selancar mcm before2 nie..mayb spirit of raya da dtg kot..lgpn,byk kampeni yg tak pgl intebiu da nk dkt2 ry nie..mesti dorg ade yg da blk kmpng..so,after ry,i will start my job hunting as usual..

skrg nie,i juz keep busying myself with blogging,emeling(if ade pape new jobs kt jobstreet),fabebooking n do quizzing..hhaha..my turn to used the broadband from morning till bkk pose coz my lil bro need to use it becoz he had work to do..something related to 3D i guess..he need to do some research on tenet..ok..fine..but,after ry,i will struggle again..

td alin msg me,she said that i did not get the job at her company..mayb her company wanted a male engineer for now..well,its ok..mayb bkn rezeki sy..kn??lgpn sy da biase da mcm nie..ok R & A TELECOMUNICATION is cancelled in my waiting list..

bgn pg td,ngn tak basuh muke nye,tros msk bilik mak aku,try2 test tudung nk pki for the hr ry..wakakakaka..klakar2..nie la keje org nganggur mcm sy neh..hehhe..mcm2 tudung style sy cube..siap makeup2 lg..if my mum noe bout it,for sure kne bebel..yela,pki brg makeup mak pny..wakaka..sy mana la ade makeup..juz eyeliner,blusher n compact powder je..btol tak kwn2??hny mereka2 yg rpt n knl sy je tahu..aku tk reti nk makeup sbnrnye..tingin sgt tgk org makeup2 neh..hahah..nita,dja sume pndi makeup..mana la tau pas ry nie ade yg d offer keje..amin..sukenye kalu dpt keje..sy nk keje..sape nk amek sy keje..cpt.."JGN KETINGGALAN TAWARAN YG ISTIMEWA..KEPUASAN D JAMIM..100% BUATAN MSIA..DPTKN SEGERA SEMENTARA MASIH ADA..KU GRADUAN REBUTAN YG TERHANGAT D PASARAN.."ok..promote dri sndri..daa~~

counting days~~

arinie..genap 3bln aku bergelar sbg penggangur...haih..tak tau nk kate ape..nk putus hrpn tak ley..i need to keep strong..my mum said,nvr give up on job hunting..yess..aku tk pnh give up..tiap2 ari aku search tenet utk apply keje...mayb rezeki tak smpi lg..mayb one day...aku berhrp sgt nk dpt keje mcm kwn2 aku yg len..sng giler dpt keje..aku???ade hikmah 2...

waiting list~~

nie aku ngh menunggu utk d intebiu..sbb aku rs aku lyk..hehhe..(confident2!!)

1. R & A TELECOMMUNICATION-->COMPANY ALIN..MINTK2 DPT KOL DR DORG..ALIN,TLG AKU EK..TQ..
2. FIBRECOMM NETWORK (M) SDN BHD-->CONFIDENT SBB AKU PNH LI SNE N DA FAMILIAR SKIT2 NGN PRODUCT DORG
3. SCOMI-->DPT KOL TP NK KNE TUNGGU ENGINEER YG IN CHARGE INTERESTED KE TAK NGN AKU..MNTK2 DPT INTEBIU..AMIN~~
4. DELL (TRAINING)-->COMPANY FAZLIN KEJE..DA BG RESUME TP KNE TUNGGU DLU KALU ADE TRAINING BR DORG KOL...
5. TEXAS INSTRUMENTS-->PRODUCT ENGINEER(MINTK2 DPT INTEBIU..KALU DPT BLH KEJE SEBUMBUNG NGN NIETA..WEE~~)

WISH ME LUCK K FWENZZ..

p/s:tertinggal lagi 1..GEMS TRAINING (KHAZANAH NASIONAL)-->BAK KATE MADY LA 80% KAKI DA PIJAK GEMS TRAINING TUH..HEHEH

intebiu list~~

1. ALL ICT TECHNOLOGIES(UNDER IBM)-->NETWORK SERVICE ENGINEER..DPT KOL DR IBM..TP TK DPT PEGI SBB TKDE TRANSPORT..DORG CKP NK RESCHEDULE BLK TP SMPI SKRG TAKDE PAPE..KOL PN DORG CKP BENDE YG SME..)
2. HUAWEI TECHNOLOGIES (TRAINING-->TAK PEGI SBB CRIK PELUANG LG BGS..SKRG XDPT PAPE PN..PDN MUKE..HUHU)
3. SOUTH PACIFIC COMMUNICATION-->SUKE KEJE 2,TP TAKDE UMH SEWA,HAIH...
4. MESINIAGA USJ -->CUSTOMER ENGINEER
5. TM NET (VADS BERHAD..UNDER KELLY SERVICE)-->CALLER CENTRE(OPERATOR LOR..MMG TOTALLY OUT FROM MY COURSE..KEJE SHIFT SMPI 2PG..)
6. CAIDMARK-->NETWORK ENGINEER(TP NK LAKI..LBH BEK TAK PYH PGL AKU..WAT RUGI DUIT TIKET BUS BPK AKU JERK!!)
7. GEMS TRAINING (KHAZANAH NASIONAL)-->CONFIDENT MCM LEY DPT..HEHHE
8. MCSB SYSTEMS (PG) SDN BHD -->SALES MARKETING EXECUTIVE
9. MESINIAGA SUBANG JAYA HQ-->CUSTOMER ENGINEER(FAILED GAK SBB MS TAK CUKUP)
10. IBIL (M) SDN BHD -->MANAGEMENT TRAINING (EXECUTIVE)

updating~~

da lama tak update..cika pn da bising..sepjg bln pose nie,aku tak pnh berputus asa utk apply keje..wat solat hajat sume..alhamdulillah..ade gak intebiu yg dtg..berkat kesbrn aku meng'apply' keje n kesbrn menunggu interbiu keje..

2sept ari 2,aku ade intebiu kt png..my FIRST intebiu in png spjg 2bln aku apply keje kt png..br satu company nie yg pgl aku..kalu company png,of course la cine..kn??dorg pgl aku tuk intebiu tp aku terlupe nk tny position ape sbb terlalu excited sbb intebiu kt png pgl..HR 2 ckp utk replacement one of their worker yg da berenti keje..if not dorg suh dtg last week,which is on friday..but then,aku mntk postponed,sbb bpk ku nk g smbhyg jumaat..bpk aku mcm tak bg aku g intebiu sne sbb company cine mmg ssh skit nk amek melayu keje..dorg juz pgl intebiu je laa.ssh nk crik keje kt png nie sbnrnye..sbb png nie totally di konker olh cine..so,any jobs they all need fluent in mandrin..kalu tahu english skit pn tkpe as long as MUST know how to speak mandrin..tp aku g gak intebiu 2..sj je nk mencuba nasib..company tue ict company..MCSB SYSYTEM nama d beri..n terletak d island plaza,tanjong tokong..

the intebiu went smoothly,tp cine 2 pn tkt k hire aku sbb die kate position nie adalah SALES MARKETING EXECUTIVE...die pn ckp kalu die hire aku mmg aku da lari bidang laa..so die tknk aku rs nyesal ke ape..btol gak kate2 die..aku mmg tak minat..tmbh2 die ckp die nk someone yg more to PR(PUBLIC RELATION) sbb keje nie juz contact2 client,crik client utk product just that..tp the interviewer is very nice laa.tk mcm2 cine2 yg aku tgk spjg aku kt png nie..as a result,im not get that job..tk dpt pn takpe)..aku bg alamat company 2 kt my friend rifhan..sbb die major in PR..i asked her to give a try...sbb company 2 pn nk pki org gak..

then,on 4sept,aku g kl..ade intebiu kt mesiniga subang jaya HQ 2..as usual wat test yg aku pnh wat dulu 2..aku dpt jwb tp ms tak cukup..soalan aku ley jwb..ms yg tak ngizinkn..as a result aku tak dpt keje 2 gak wat kali kedua2..position die CUSTOMER ENGINEER gak..mmg frust giler..n pintu ati aku da tertutup utk mesiniaga..kalu tak aku akan blk png ari senin..

tetibe ibil kol aku pgl aku intebiu utk management training ari selasa..aku extend blk png..aku tukar tiket blk selasa gak tp kul 4ptg (sbb mak aku da bising2 suh blk cpt sbb da lama sgt duk umh fit3..aku phm..)..mcm2 die tny tym intebiu 2 n alhmadulillah aku dpt jwb sume ngn penuh yakin eventhough english aku ade yg berterabor sket...hehhe...position nie utk jd executive bkn engineer..ok sy agak frust..nape la asik dpt keje yg bkn dr bidang yg sy nk..keje exec nie juz wat report je..wat report yg engineer len da g site,then,me wat report..kalu aku dpt,aku tkt gak nk trime..yela mmg skrg ssh nk dpt keje tp if aku trime as for seeking an experience,kalu aku nk crik keje len as engineer blh ke aku dpt??sbb aku takde exp in technical work..nnt kang jd cm lecturer cika yg da lama jd lecturer bile nk mntk keje as engineer tak dpt sbb takde exp in technical work..tkt gak..mesti ramei yg kate aku nie memilih keje...tp cube kalu korg d tmpt aku??ape korg rs??mayb sesetngh org tk phm perasaan aku sbb dorg sng dpt ape yg dorg nk..ade hikmah setiap kejadian..aku percy satu hari nnt rezeki aku akan smpi

pas intebiu,aku agak ssh hati gak sbb position yg tak sesuai ngn aku..nagis jgk la 2,3 kali dlm kete..fit3 je yg jd peneman aku..fit3 bwk aku jejln midvalley sbb bus aku pn kul 4..ms kt midvalley tym aku ngh pilih bj ry,ade kol lak..dr scomi..scomi??aku excited sekejap..hr scomi yg kol..die tny aku interested tk nk keje ngn dorg kalu d offer?aku mmg laa interested,kalu tak nape nk apply lak kn???position engineer(itu la yg sy mau)..die kate die akn 4wardkn resume aku kt engineer yg in charge..n if engineer 2 interested ngn aku,die akn pgl intebiu pas ry nnt..dorg ade project br kt MUMBAI N BRAZIL..wow..suke2..mintk2 la engineer 2 interested ngn aku n tros d trime berkeje..amin..aku tros g tau mak aku n some of my friends..suke2..

aku smpi png smlm dlm kul 9lbh..tros aku bkk jobstreet n emel..kt jobstreet ade keje kosong kt fibrecomm...yess..NETWORK OPERATION CENTRE ENGINEER..aku tros apply..mintk2 dpt laa intebiu n keje tros..aku cek emel..sbb sepatutnye aku ade intebiu mesiniaga png lak ari rabu (9.9.09)..tp dorg tk anta emel pn..memandangkn aku pn da twr ati ngn mesiniga,aku wat kptsn,aku tk g intebiu 2..kalu pegi pn same gak,tym tak cukup..2kali aku g pn mcm 2 gak..biar la korg nk kate ape pn..korg tak tau ape yg aku rs..da 11 intebiu..satu ape pn takde..nk kate aku nie loser kang d kate takde iman..tp,aku tak tau laa..mayb rezeki aku blom smpi..aku berdoa sgt2 aku dpt interbiu fibrecomm n keje sne tros tak pn dpt gems training under khazanah tue..amin..doakn sy ye kwn2~~